Day 10

A dream you had this week described in great detail.

The other night I had a dream I reunited with my (ex) best (guy) friend Ben. Somehow I had been invited to his apartment that he used to share with my friend Cameron. I walked in the door and saw ben in the kitched in a bathrobe (odd I know). He was making himself a bowl of cereal and had been pouring the milk into his bowl as I walked in the door. I B-lined to him to say hello and he completely ignored me. I brushed it off and attempted to strike up conversation with him again, but was rejected once more. I went over to where Cameron was sitting and we started watching a movie that I can't recall. I saw Ben come out of his bedroom and go back to the kitchen, so I followed. I tried to talk to him again to get a reply out of him and he still wouldn't open his mouth. I began to get frustrated and cry. Suddenly he had a change of heart and grabbed me and threw me into one of his bear hugs and just kept repeating that he was sorry. He apologized to me for lying to me, abandoning me, pushing me away, and not being there for me. While we were hugging he began to spin me around (I have no idea why, it was weird even in my dream) and we started laughing and suddenly everything was back to normal and we were back to being best friends like nothing ever changed.

I woke up after that and felt a wave of sadness come over me. It's dream like that that I wish were true, I miss my friendship with Ben more than anything.