Day 18

A picture that makes you feel.

Whenever I see this picture a wave of emotions come over me. Sadness, relief, want, hurt, anxiousness...to name a few. This was right when him and I started "talking" or "dating" whatever you'd like to call it. I was so happy and thought I had it all. This picture doesn't just represent us as we were then, but also everything I was going through around that time. Shortly after the time of this picture life went a bit haywire for a good 6 months. I lost who I was. I have always been so upset by a lot of things that occured in my thought process when we were more than just friends. I changed myself, I put all of my heart into it because I really thought it was something special or could be. It was always so off and on and touch and go, not only in that relationship but in my life that I began suffering terrible anxiety I began a downward spiral when all was said and done and it took a lot to pick myself up off the floor and fix myself.