Currently Crushing On.
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10.25.2009
I apologize in advance
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Sometimes I feel like it would be easier if I just cut off ties with almost everyone I know and exist purely within myself, not depending on anyone else. The past few weeks, maybe even months, I've come to see how mean and selfish people really can be, even the people who I'm close to. I try my best to be a good friend and there are some that I would do anything for, and I have. However, these people are the ones who I've come to realize walk all over me and push me around so to speak. Yet I put up with it, keep going along, keep on trucking. I just want genuine friendship, I didn't think that was too much to ask for. It's very disheartening and has left me feeling lonely and more closed off than I have ever been. Life is a roller coaster.
3 comments:
Katie, I know we didn't meet for very long but don't be worried about having these feelings.
It's okay to be upset with people who are not nice to you.
You are great and wonderful (:
I have to say that cutting some ties does make things easier, but most of mine came from moving to Warsaw. Pretty much everyone I knew stop talking to me after moving, but there are no more bad ties.
let me know if who i'm thinking this could be is it. because i'm going to guess you know who that is, as she has a way of being like that.
sorry, though, that you're being taken advantage of. that's not what friends are for, but, to be fair, we all do it without realizing it at one point or another.
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