Lately I've been feeling lonely.
I miss having more people in my life that legitimately care about me and are there for me no matter what.
The amount of people I feel that I can truly depend on is dwindling, and while I wish there were more I could really be close with I know I should be even more grateful for those who I do have in my life. (which I am!)

I just signed a lease today for my first apartment.
It is both extremely liberating and crazy scary.
For the first time in my life I will be on my own and fully responsible for myself.
However, I think this will be a good step for me.
I'm pretty happy with my roomates Tressie and Haley, I'm sure things will go smoothly which is a plus.
I still can't shake my nerves though.

I am officially going to Idaho this summer!
Once I get my tax return check I will be purchasing my plane ticket.
The only problem is picking a time to come!
Oh,and the fact that it will be the first time ever that I will fly is rather scary, but I will get over it.

I say I alot.